Yes I know it’s corny but I have a 4 and 6 year old girl so all boys are handsome princes. He hasn’t been gone very long and normally I have to do 2 weeks solo, but this time, it feels loooooong. I hate seeing his car in the garage and then remembering he isn’t here. Sucks!
I am actually very independent and I know he sometimes
wishes I needed him more. I tell him it
is better to be wanted than needed. He
also accuses me of not ‘dying’ if he has to die and then we have the silly
discussion about how sad I must be and how many years I have to mourn and how
the kids will be enough because OBVIOUSLY I will never remarry. Silly goose gander!
I think in previous relationships in my twenties I was far more needy and high maintenance. I don’t believe that it is healthy when you are unable to be by yourself. Hey, I LOVE being by myself sometimes although it doesn’t happen too often. But back to Gary, I am meant to be telling you how I am pining away for him… practically whimpering! I do miss him and while I have stopped eating masses of chocolate every day, I am not starving myself staring out the window and listening to Karen Carpenter songs. Damn, I am trying to make him feel loved here.
Gary I miss you, the kids too. Rebeka (naff-head) sleeps with a picture of you under her pillow. She says you look handsome in it but it’s the one wearing your tux at our wedding day having a cigarette. I think you ALWAYS look handsome. Well, often then. Don’t forget to buy me boxes and boxes of sugar babies in the yellow box and Lindt chocolate for next month. Make sure it is on special cos you know how excited I get at a bargain! I love you and can’t wait for you to come home. I promise to let you sleep and not be irritated until at least 48 hours have passed. XXX
Oh Mel! You make me laugh. You know what, under all your teasing and light-heartedness, we can all see, as clear as day, that you A.D.O.R.E that okey poke of yours. And what a lucky boy he is!! :-)
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Posted by: Bianca W | 24 July 2008 at 08:50 AM
aw thats so sweet...
Posted by: angel | 29 July 2008 at 10:13 PM